Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Faith, Rethinking Infertility
For Your Battle…
I am praying for you. The you who is reading this blog post. You who are fighting the battles of this life… You who have lost a job, a loved one, your health. You who are dealing with uncertainty, becoming a care-giver, suffering loss. You who are battling the enemy of our souls as He…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Gratitude
Fighting the Flesh
My heart is tight. Frustration mounts. Things are not going how I think they should go. I feel overwhelmed. I am not focused on the thing God wants me to do, but on all the things that I am not doing. I doubt. I struggle. I wonder. I freak-out. I calculate what-ifs and borrow trouble…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life
Protecting Your Joy
William Wilberforce. He is one man I desperately want to look up when I get to heaven. Why? At age 26 Wilberforce met Jesus. He never got over his first love. He fought as a politician for those who had no voice. He argued for fair wages for the poor in England. He fought for…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking God
Splinter in the Hand: A Tale of Healing
It was stuck fast and it hurt. The tiny brown sliver was protruding from my daughter’s hand. Tears welled up in her eyes as she jerked her hand away. “Noooooo, Mooommmyyyy. Don’t touch it. It hurts!” she shrieked at me. Every time I attempted to hold her hand so I could look, she screamed before…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking God in Our Lives, Rethinking God's Guidance, Rethinking Hard Times
Seed
“I don’t want to,” I stamped my foot for emphasis and stormed into my bathroom. But storming and stamping did not change His mind. “It is just too hard and painful. I can’t do it. I won’t do it and You can’t make me,” I nearly stick out my tongue as I obstinately crinkle my…
Read More Rethinking Challenges
Divine Power
“I can’t do it!” she shrieks and rushes on, “So I am not going to try any more!” Then she flees the room in tears. I had only asked her to find her shoes (which were in plain sight by the couch) and put them on. Not a monumental task for a five-year-old, but for…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Hard Times
When the Winds Blow
Joplin, Alabama, Mississippi, Minnesota, tornadoes, floods…My heart breaks, my mind reels. Tornadoes touch down and damage and kill both in the West and East of my town. My mind wonders…Why not us God? Thankful it wasn’t us, but why did He allow the tornado to jump? Humbly I feel blessed and I hurt for those…
Read More Give-Away, Rethinking Challenges, Wrestling with God
Wrestling with God: The Series and a Give away
Welcome everyone. If you have come here from (in)courage I am so glad you found me! If you haven’t read my guest post at (in)courage. Here is a special message from me to you! Now for the Give-Away opportunity…I am giving away a $50 Amazon Gift-Card. How do you enter? 1. Subscribe either by e-mail,…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life
Changes…SIGH!
I am standing in what feels like the eye of a change-hurricane.The place where I am not making major changes, but many close to me are. People moving away, folks finding new jobs. They are changing around me and I stand in the eye not changing, but watching the havoc that these changes are wreaking.…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life
Armor
We are at war. We, in the US, have troops fighting in Iraq, Afghanistan, and Libya. All day long our soldiers wear armor. Bulletproof vests and helmets. They carry weapons to mount offensives. They are tough. I wonder what would happen if everyday we followers of Christ would remember we are at war. What if…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Faith
A Season of Silence: Experiencing God’s Peace
“Silence is the perfectest herald of joy: I were but little happy, if I could say how much.” -William Shakespeare Much Ado About Nothing Words have been hard for me lately. Silence is easier. I wasn’t so full of joy I could not share like Claudio in the above quote. The big emotions – all of…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life
The Incessant Drip: How to Stay Sane with All the Things
“There is another leak,” my husband looked up to the ceiling and back down to the floor near his feet. A drop of water ran down our yellow walls. He raced to turn the water off at the meter. I crutched after him and helped him dig through mulch and mud to find the shut-off…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Hard Times, Rethinking Life, Wrestling with God
When Words Are Not Enough: How to Support Those Walking Dark Roads
It doesn’t make sense. At least not this side of heaven. Cancer stealing years from folks who live and love well while rapists continue their lust for power and flesh. Infertility leaving wombs and arms empty while others abandon and abuse their children. Addiction powerfully pulling its prey away from work, family, friends. A momentary…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Life
How to Endure Under the Pressure of the Mundane
For far too long I have allowed my inner editor to silence my writing. “I have nothing to say,” I would tell myself. Besides if you can’t keep your house clean, what right do you have to write words? My inner diatribe would chide. So I’ve been silenced under the pressure of the mundane… …under the…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Faith
Discipline…Oh How I Need You
Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates reproof is stupid. Proverbs 12:1 Yes the Bible uses the “s” word as my kids say. (And I’m happy that is what they think the “s” word is for now.) Hates reproof…That bowing up I get when someone tells me I mis-spelled a word on my blog or that…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking Faith, Rethinking God
Before the Dawn
“Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. After two days he will revive us; on the third day he will restore us, that we may live in his presence. Let us acknowledge the…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life, Rethinking God
Falling and Getting Up…Again…and Again…and Again…
“Alright Ms Angela,” my instructor encouraged as he held out a red paddle shaped target. Last one is my best one, my mind whirled as I put my right foot forward prepared to kick. I twisted my torso and legs to my left, then lifted my left leg up to kick the target. The next thing I knew sharp pain…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking God in Our Lives
Battles, Bruises, and Life
“When? When will I stop having to fight this battle? I thought I already won,” her words dripped frustration, fatigue, maybe shame. We all have battles in different forms, but they wage war against our hearts and souls. I used to think that battles were either won or lost – a monument to success or…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking God, Rethinking God's Guidance
5 AM, A Gift of Gratitude
“What do you think? A man had two sons. And he went to the first and said, ‘Son, go and work in the vineyard today.’ And he answered, ‘I will not,’ but afterward he changed his mind and went. And he went to the other son and said the same. And he answered, ‘I go, sir,’ but…
Read More Rethinking Challenges, Rethinking Christian Life
Finding Joy in Lent
“No, sir! If you want to be cured of your sin, do not back away from God but run to him with more confidence than ever, entreating him as if you had suddenly been struck with a physical malady.” – Martin Luther Lent is a time to find joy in the midst of dark desert…
Read More